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Our second date was great, one for the books. And Jackson was up in Logan for the whole weekend (but he forgot to mention this little detail to me!), so I made plans with a different guy. (Not a date for the books, just saying). It was a L O N G day. Don't forget that I had half an hour of sleep and didn't get off work til 1 or 2. So I took a couple hour nap, before my date with the other guy (let's call him Nick). As I was getting ready for my date, Jackson texted me. I was SO excited. I read the text and my heart sank a little. He was wondering if I wanted to do something again tonight. DARN! If I hadn't already agreed to the date with "Nick" I would've said yes in a heartbeat. And to be honest, I would have rather gone with Jackson. So I told Jackson I couldn't and that I was going to Ogden with some "friends". I didn't tell him I was going on a date because I didn't want him to think I was a slut. (sorry pg-13 rated there). But it's the truth. So he said it was okay and that we'd do something another day and then my date came and picked me up. To say the date dragged would be the understatement of the century. It was never ending. My date was a complete gentleman, but he wasn't Jackson. We went to dinner and then saw a movie. And again I'm super classy, but this time I was texting Jackson on my date with the other guy. This was my last date with any other guy besides Jackson. My Jackson.